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Friday, June 30, 2006

Events of this week…

This week has been very tumultuous?

 

Aite, Ill start from Monday & work from there

 

MONDAY spent the day with Mum SHOPPING~! bought 2 singlets 2 wear under stuff, & a jumper & Mum bought a top too~!

 

TUESDAY went shopping with Pingy haha, shopping 2 days in a row~! Feel so guilty~! Planned 2 meet up with her @ 11 @ Melb Central got there 15min early so went 2 sit & wait 4 her under the clock & saw my friend from uni, Chewy~! He was waiting 4 sum friends too, so he came & waited with me. When his friends came, he said, Ill wait with you till you friends come chivalrous, you know”… lol, awwwwwz, wat a gentleman~!

 

Ping arrived & off 2 our shopping spree lol, I ran out of $$$ pretty quickly cuz of Mondays shopping, & weeks debts, so I helped Ping spend hers Met up with Chi & Serena 4 lunch @ KPMG we were waiting 4 her downstairs wen I c 2 asian guys go past 1 of them was WEBSTER~! Yeah, apparently, he has vac work there more shopping more shopping shopped 4 about 5hrs that day~! was good 2 spend time with Ping 2 ppl commented on how much they liked my skirt~! Like, 2 separate incidences~! Was very happy~! Then had work that nite @ 6pm

 

@ work, shaun (yeah, thats how u spell his name, spelt it wrong last post) told me he was being transferred to the waterfront city bluefire cuz the grill over there is stuffed up so theyre sending him there 2 fix it up not fair~! That nite, shaun asked david (remember that creepy fob?) if he was gonna take me out david asked shaun for PERMISSION & when shaun sed it was cool, david was like, hooray~! -_-; I nearly KILLED shaun~! But then he made it up 2 me by telling david that if he touched me @ all he would bash him

 

however, after work, david & this other guy waited 4 me 2 finish up the other guy left then david FOLLOWED ME DOWN TO THE TRAIN STATION~! I was soooooo scared~! Fortunately he left me @ the ticket gates was very relieved

 

that nite, got home from work & shaun msged me lol, 2 say good nite like david did the other nite & ask if I wanted 2 meet up with him 4 lunch sumtime knowing how indecisive I am, we agreed that I wld choose time & he would choose place.. ended up deciding on Red Silks 4 lunch on thur

 

wen mike found it, he absolutely CRACKED it @ me lets jus say he wasnt happy

 

oh jus a side-note bumped in2 vincent ng @ pancake parlour sat nite afta youth grp he got my number, msged me during the week 2 go out 2 movie or dinner I told him I needed 2 check my roster 1st, but then afta the shaun incidence, I told him I cldnt meet up with him @ least he apologized 4 getting me in2 trouble~!

 

NEwaiz WEDNESDAY went with Daniel 2 church 2 print out camp booklets had a lil altercation with the printer NEVER BUY LAVA LATTE frm GLORIA JEANS~!!!! Daniel & I got 1 each.. when I got 2 near the end, I was wondering how come the liquid didnt seem very milky all of a sudden I checked the cup & there was a 1cm layer of pure toffee syrup~!!! YUK~!

 

After church, went 2 work haha, made these 3 lil old ladies angry with me cuz I told them they cldnt sit on the fancy side cuz we were closing up soon rob ended up making reservations 4 them @ anotha restaurant & calling a cab 4 dem haiz robs such a good manager cant believe hes so young~! Also, cuz Id told Linh bout david following me the nite b4 & shed mentioned it 2 matt, matt told me that if I got really freaked out or anything, 2 let him kno & give him davids number & hell scare him away from me matts SOOOOOOOOOO sweet~!

 

Mike had come down 2 meet me afta work 2 continue our argument but I cldnt talk 2 him 4 long cuz mum was picking me up from mitcham got 2 mitcham l8 so MUM cracked it @ me called mike wen I got home more fighting I ended up SOOOOO distraught talked 2 qiao-lin, who told me that the best thing was probably 2 work things out with mike on the thurs, & cancel lunch with shaun so called shaun @ 1am, (woke him up ) 2 cancel he was all worried & stuff

 

Ended up only sleeping 3hrs that nite

 

THURSDAY went 2 mikes apartment in the morning & he was very apologetic I was very surprised afta all the stuff hed sed 2 me the nite b4 but yeah, spent most of the day with him shaun msged me that morning, he was sooo sweet~! :

 

Your so sweet deb and any guy that gets to call you their gf is so damn lucky!

I hope things work out for the best you really deserve it. Let me know how

things go and dont get too sidetracked with dave ;). Etc. etc. luv shaun

 

L8r he called & asked if Id meet up with him @ 2.30pm cuz I started work @ 3pm met up with him, explained things & he was cool with it he said as long as Im happy, thats all he wants wen he left he told me that he hopes that things work out with mike but he hopes they dont, either, even tho he knows thats evil @ this stage, I knew that shaun was definitely in2 me, but I didnt realize 2 wat extent

 

Work was ABSOLUTELY CRAZY that nite nearly as bz as a Friday~! & way less staff than normal 4 a bz nite was sposed 2 finish @ 9pm but a grp of 14ppl came in @ 9.10pm so I ended up staying till 11.30pm craziest shift Ive ever done in my life 3 hrs sleep then an 8.5hr shift with no break cuz I cldnt b bothered goin on break cuz I thot I was finishing @ 9pm then I stayed on cuz it was bz so neva got a chance SOOOOO TIRED~! & no coffee that day, either~!

 

Afta work, checked my fone & found a msg from shaun I wouldve cried if I wasnt so tired but I did drop my fone wen I read it:

 

I dont know why, how or what it is that makes me care so deeply about you

but I cant help it. If being with your bf makes you happy then fix things up

and dont look back, just dont let anyone hold you back from reaching your

full potential and never stop being the awesome person that you are. That

was pretty deep I know but I just had to get it off my heart. Hope you dont

think any less of me. Take care. Shaun

 

I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO shocked~! flattered, yes, but I never realized how much I meant 2 him so yeah

 

Thats pretty much the upd8 up till now oh~! & special consideration 4 my exam was approved

 

Off 2 AA retreat this afternoon hope u guys r having fun on camp~!

 

*d3bZ*

 

 


Sunday, June 18, 2006

Haha… u kno wat I noticed? I seem 2 only blog wen I hav problemz I need 2 tok about I’m so sorry guyz~! I’m sure u hav better things 2 read.. so yeah… ummmz… jus dun read this stuff if u dun want 2, aite?

 

Weoz… thingz wif me & mike been jus a LIL bit complicated recently… & it’s all SEAN’S fault~! Mayb I shld start frm the start…

 

Iono if I wrote bout it here… but 1st day @ Bluefire I meet this guy called SEAN… tokked 2 him prob the most out of every1 that day… jus ‘getting 2 kno one anotha’-type stuff… so yeah, wen he asked me if I was taken or not I nearly cracked up laughing cuz I SOOOOOO saw it coming

 

The nxt thing that happened wif him was the whole ‘skewer’ incidence… he was bringing 1 of the skewer thingies in2 the kitchen & he sed dat I better move otherwise he mite skewer me… & I sed, “u probably want 2, anyway… I kno u dun lyk me” in a joking way… EXCEPT he only heard the 1st half & thot that I was b-ing dirty… wen he was shocked @ wat I’d sed, it took me the WHOLE nite 2 work out wat he thot I meant~!

 

L8r on, 1 of my managers actually saw us tokking & sed 2 sean, “In your own time, romeo”… den he warned me away from sean, in a nice way of course… he was jus lyk, “u stay away from him, he’s a bad influence… stay in uni & do all that good stuff”… I went SOOOO red after that~!

 

So yeah… a few shifts l8r, I was fake upset @ sean cuz he hadn’t sed hi 2 me, so I called him a snob… he was very apologetic & indicated 4 me 2 lean 2wards him… I thot he was gona whisper sumfing 2 me, but he ended up kissing me on the cheek… I was lyk & totally speechless… I ended up blurting out, “wat was that 4?!” so he sed, “4 snobbing u”… I really didn’t kno wat 2 say so I jus sed, “well then… good!”

 

Sorry this is so long guyz… uh, yeah, the whole things pretty complicated…

 

Another nite afta work, sean was ready 2 leave & so he looked @ me & pointed @ his cheek.. I thot he meant that there was sumfing on my face, so I went 2 wipe it wif my shoulder, but he thot I was shaking my head, so he was lyk, “PLZZZZZZZZZZZ?” wif puppy dog eyes… so I went & gave him a kiss on the cheek…

 

(N.B. I’ve told mike ALL this stuff already… lyk, I told him the day it happened, or the day after, so haven’t been hiding ANYTHING)

 

Then, last Tuesday Sean left work wifout saying bye 2 me AND he’d been mean 2 me @ work wen I’d asked him 4 sumfing cuz he was all bz & stuff… but he thot I was actually REALLY upset… Friday he made an effort 2 come look 4 me wen he finished up & gave me a kiss on the cheek wen he sed bye…

 

As a side note… wat’z wif guyz @ work?! I think I have a sign on my forehead saying: I’M SINGLE… HIT ON ME.. but then agen… all the guyz who were there wen I 1st started working @ Bluefire kno I’m taken… but lyk 4 instance last Friday one of the new-ish guyz, grant (haha, he has same surname as ping & chi ) was tokkiing 2 martin behind the bar, & I walked past & overheard him (no… NOT eavesdropping~! ) asking martin if I was taken or not.. & den 2day this other guy from work called david, called me 2 ask me out 4 coffee.. dat david guy… haha.. SUCH a fob~! Lyk, Thomas from yth grp…

 

NEwaiz, bak 2 my story… weneva I told mike bout this stuff, he was ok wif it.. he jus sed dat now he’z allowed 2 kiss a gurl on the cheek & hav dem kiss him twice… but then last nite wen I told him that I’m attracted 2 sean he completely blew it… but I didn’t mean it in a, “I dun lyk u NEmorz, I lyk sean” kinda way… it was more jus 2 let him kno that there’s sum fingz in our r/ship dat I’m not happy wif… it was my fault I put it in such a bad way tho… he ended up dumping me… but afta 1 and a half hrz I convinced him 2 giv me anotha chance…

 

Haiz… so complicated… I kno the only reason I’m attracted 2 sean is cuz he’z 1 of those guyz I used 2 go out wif… & the TOTAL OPPOSITE of mike.

 

MIKE

SEAN

Azn

Melb Uni

Good lil boy

Skinny

Hates smoking

Gwai loh

ACU (Aus Catholic Uni) i.e. bogan

Bad boy type

MUSCLES

Prob smokes seeing as nearly every1 else @ work does… + he has a tattoo

 

Completely different~! However… sean only acts lyk a bad boy round the guys… he’s SOOOOOO sweet 2 me~! Haha, plus he sed dat the mochacinno I made him was really truly the BEST he’s eva had

 

But yeah, quite obviously mike’s a long-term r/shp type of guy… sean, even if I was single & ended up wif him, I’d prob break up wif him after a few weeks lyk Vincent…

 

Soooooo confused… qiao lin’s helped a lot, made me undastand wat’z happening & stuff… awwwwz… love dat gurl~! Tokked 2 me last nite 4 ages even tho she was @ the airport bout 2 fly off 2 perth

 

Hopefully can get all this sorted out soon… & hopefully wifout hurting sean

 

 

*d3bZ*

 

Song playing atm: Perhaps Love – ‘Goong’ OST (playing frm sum1z website ) really nice song~! & heard heapza good reviews bout the drama… wanna watch~!


Sunday, May 21, 2006

I'm very angry at the moment






No offence to all those decent guys out there... but just letting things off my chest so don't get offended or anything...

*d3bZ*


Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Welcome 2 the blog of

 

’s

 

newly elected SECRETARY~!

 

also known as girlfriend of Mr VICE-PRESIDENT himself~!

 

 

yup, new committee has been selected. Mike was the only person running so that wasn’t very surprising, but I ran against this guy called Michael Hu… but I got the position~! EXECUTIVE committee~! Unfortunately, I think I’ll be doing even MORE work than Lucy, the previous secretary, cuz she was just general secretary… whereas 4 me, Han keeps on delegating me stuff~! Like 2day he was like, “Deb, u better keep notes 4 Mike… oh, and Bill too” -_-; not my fault that the president AND vice-president both have shocking memories, so now I’m pretty much AA general secretary AND executive’s personal secretary… & then Han asked Mike 2 send out an sms about the wok… & Mike was all confused & stuff… so Han just said, “Deb, you do it, ok?” like I have a choice~! :nah, it’s cool… really excited about everything so yeah… gonna go do some study now~!

 

*d3bZ*

 


Sunday, May 07, 2006

hey guyz~!

thx 2 allan & daniel 4 commenting - means a lot 2 me that ppl r actually reading my nonsense~!

feel a little bit more relaxed since my last assignment was due in last friday... still got somemore coming up & exams as well & got interview 4 AA committee 2morrow~! sooooo scared~! going 4 secretary, so pretty hardcore... guyz, plz pray 4 me~!

work's been a bit strange recently... one of my supervisors left so we had a going away kinda thing after work... the 3 girls that stayed 4 it COMPLETELY IGNORED ME~! I was so upset~! well, 1 of them is always mean 2 me but the other 2 r so nice when we're working~! so yeah, that really got 2 me... but @ least the other day arthur (1 of my other supervisors) was letting me kno that 2 customers had come but I was already getting the menus 4 them, so he said 2 the customers, "that's y deb's my favourite - she's always on the ball" yeah, I kno, I'm gay, but it made me really happy~!

also, youth last nite... AWESOME~! I think our group may have done things a little differently from the others... had discussion questions & yining asked us 2 provide REAL examples 2 go along with our opinions... resulted in some VERY EMOTIONAL stuff... but was GOOD emotional... hearing 2 of the guys speak made me go all teary but hopefully no1 noticed~!

other than that, don't think I have much else 2 talk about.. need 2 finish my tute questions 4 2morrow anyways... good luck with exam study guys~!

*d3bZ*




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